Balancing Act (Readers' Ring)

by Lilian Darcy

• ISBN13: 9780373245529
• ISBN10: 0373245521
• Format: Paperback
• Copyright: 2003-07-01
• Publisher: Silhouette

Excerpts

Brady Buchanan would be here with his little daughter in twenty minutes, maybe less. Libby McGraw hadn't even heard of the man four days ago, but already, without yet having met him, she had the strongest intuition that he was going to be an important figure in her life.

"If I hadn't entered Colleen in the Bright and Beautiful baby contest," she muttered to herself, "I might never have known ..."

A part of her regretted that contest bitterly now, although she'd been so pleased and proud and excited when Colleen had won and had been photographed for the magazine, "with proud mother Lisa-Belle McGraw, of Minnesota."

Libby tried to focus on something - anything - but she couldn't. There was a nagging, crampy ache low in her stomach and she knew it was only partly physical. Circling back to the bathroom mirror for the third time, she fussed with her appearance a little more. She pulled the clips out of her hair, then combed it, twisted it up and put the clips back in.

No, she decided. Leave it down.

Out came the clips again. Up went the brush to put in some shine. Yes, her hair definitely looked better framing her face today. Softer. And it camouflaged the fact that she looked so stressed-out and tired.

She reapplied her lip gloss in a brighter shade, then wondered if it, too, left her skin looking too white. She tended to lose color when she was stressed. Since Monday, she'd gone through her makeup at twice the normal rate and had slept about half the hours she needed.

She heard a sound, listened in case it was Colleen and, creeping into her daughter's room, found her still napping. The dark, silky hair around her temples was a little damp, as if she was hot. Libby was hot, too. She felt as if she was burning up.

It was just after four in the afternoon. Friday afternoon. He - Brady Buchanan - had said that his flight was getting in at quarter to three. He had to pick up his rental car, then check himself and his daughter into their motel. It was one of the motels right opposite the Mall of America, just across Interstate 494, which ran along beside the airport.

When he'd checked in, he was coming right over. The drive across the river into St. Paul would take him around fifteen minutes. Maybe a little more if there was traffic.

And then he would be here, with a little girl named Scarlett.

Libby still hoped against hope that it would all turn out to be a huge mistake. She'd entered Colleen in the baby contest and Colleen had won. Brady had seen Colleen's picture on the front page of the parenting magazine which had sponsored the contest, and she appeared - appeared - identical to his own little girl.

Twins, like two peas in a pod.

Since they'd each adopted their mixed-race daughters from the same orphanage in Vietnam, it wasn't as impossible as it sounded.

Face-to-face, however, it would turn out that their girls wouldn't look alike at all, and this overwhelming situation would be over before it had properly begun. She hoped so, desperately, fervently, blindly, because if not ...

Libby was terrified about the whole thing, terrified about what Brady Buchanan would want, and what kind of a man he would be. Her instinct was to be deeply wary about the potential complications involved, and about how vulnerable she might become.

Four days ago, on the phone, out of the blue, she hadn't had the slightest idea what the man was talking about at first. She'd been on the verge of concluding that it was a prank call, or worse. Some creep had gotten enough detail from the story in Parenting Now to find her in the St. Paul telephone directory.

But then Mr. Buchanan had changed tack suddenly. His voice - deep, with a slightly roughened note in it, like fine sandpaper sliding across heavy wood - had softened.

"Okay, you're not getting this, are you?" he'd said. "Or you don't believe me, I guess. Which I can understand. But it's true. It has to be."

"What's true?"

"Remember the orphanage?"

"How did you know -" She'd stopped abruptly, afraid of what she might be giving away. She'd learned a deep reliance on privacy and self-sufficiency during her adult years, and was very careful to whom she told the details of how she'd gotten her darling baby, despite the fact that the adoption was in full compliance with international law.

But then something about Brady Buchanan's voice compelled her to listen as he went on with those evocative questions, his words a little clumsy in their emotion, his phrases disjointed and stumbling over themselves.

"Did you see the white cotton diapers, the way they had 'em spread out to dry on the bushes?" he'd said. "And remember the heat? And did all the local people, when you were in Da Nang, when you went out into the streets with the baby, did they crowd around you, smiling and asking questions?"

"So you're saying -"

"Did you see the sand at My Khe beach, how it was so white? And did you taste that fantastic seafood? That's where you got your daughter from, isn't it? From the orphanage outside of Da Nang?"

"Yes. Yes, I did," she'd answered him shakily.

"That's where my daughter came from, too."

"Oh, mercy, it's not possible!"

"Ms. McGraw, it has to be!"

They'd talked about it for nearly twenty minutes, arranging a way to meet as soon as he could get away from his work, trying to piece together the girls' story. All of it was conjecture, most of it coming from him, since he'd had longer to think about it.

What would he be like? And what would he want to do if their girls really were twins? She'd been tossing the options back and forth in her mind for four days and four sleepless nights. There weren't many of those options, and each of them had huge ramifications.

Oh criminy, she was terrified!

Two things cut across her darting thoughts. First, she heard Colleen, who had woken from her nap in tears, as she often did. Then, as she went to pick up her crying daughter, Libby heard the doorbell ring and knew it would be him.

Brady Buchanan.

The man who owned that dark, husky, emotional voice.

The man who was adoptive father to the child who could be - could be - her daughter's twin.

"In a minute," she called, and hurried into Colleen's room. He could probably hear her crying, even from the porch.

(Continues...)

Excerpted from Balancing Act by Lilian Darcy Copyright © 2003 by Harlequin Enterprises Ltd.
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