The Last Days A memoir of faith, desire and freedom

by Millar, Ali

• ISBN13: 9781529109535
• ISBN10: 1529109531
• Format: Paperback
• Copyright: 2024-09-03
• Publisher: Ebury Press

Summary

A Scotsman Book to Watch for 2022

'A coming-of-age story like no other' Lily Dunn, author of Sins of My Father

'Ali Millar pulls you heart first through an extraordinary life, somehow making sense of an experience that should make no sense at all. A sublime talent' David Whitehouse, author of About A Son

It is 1982 and in the Kingdom Hall we are Jehovah's Witnesses. The state of the world shows us the end is close, and Satan is like a roaring lion, seeking to devour us.

Ali Millar is waiting for Armageddon. Born into the Jehovah's Witnesses in a town in the Scottish Borders, her childhood revolves around regular meetings in the Kingdom Hall, where she is haunted by vivid images of the Second Coming, her mind populated by the bodies that will litter the earth upon Jehovah's return.

In this frightening, cloistered world Ali grows older. As she does, she starts to question the ways of the Witnesses, and their control over the most intimate aspects of her life. As she marries and has a daughter within the religion, she finds herself pulled deeper and deeper into its dark undertow, her mind tormented by one question: is it possible to escape the life you are born into?

A tale of love and darkness, of faith and absolution, The Last Days is an unforgettable memoir of one woman's courageous journey to freedom.

Author Biography

Ali Millar was born and raised in the Scottish Borders, and now lives in England with her husband and four children. She has an MA with Distinction in Creative Writing from Edinburgh Napier University, and has worked as a cultural producer for Summerhall in Edinburgh, for whom she has interviewed dozens of writers including Marina Warner, Rachel Cusk, Emma Jane Unsworth, and Etgar Keret. She has also chaired events at the Edinburgh International Book Festival.

Table of Contents

CONTENTS
The World Within the Word 1

BOOK ONE: GENESIS 5
1. Critical Times 7
2. Tree of Knowledge 61

BOOK TWO: EXODUS 179
1. Retreat and Return 181
Into the Wilderness 183
Signs and Wonders 199
Acts of Immolation 206
Where You Go I Will Go 236
2. Rupture 247
Charcoal, Bone and Ash 249
He Who Causes to Become 260
I Am That I Am 270
Here I Am 289
3. Deliverance and Exile 311
The Red Sea 313
Land of Milk and Honey 330
The Blessing and the Malediction 342
Distant Hammers 351

BOOK THREE: REVELATIONS 357
1. In Search Of 359
2. New Dawn Fades 379