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Chapter One
Part
Of something, separate, not
Whole; a role, something to play
While one is separate or parting;
Also a piece, a section, as in
Part of me is here, part of me
Is missing; an essential portion,
Something falling to someone
In division; a particular voice
Or instrument (also the score
For it), or line of music;
The line where the hair
Is parted. A verb: to break
Or suffer the breaking of,
Become detached,
Broken; to go from, leave,
Take from, sever, as in
Lord, part me from him,
I cannot bear to ever
Ontological
for Elfie Raymond
If it were not so bright,
Not so dark;
If there had been another hour,
Another storm,
Something to keep track of
Or something to hold at bay;
If there had been no bird
On the barest tree,
With one bitter crumb in its mouth,
One little speck;
If the honey surrounding that crumb
Had not been sweet,
If the evening had been less silent,
Humming one note
Without leaving any name,
Calling me to a field whose sickle moon
Made it clear
That nothing would speak;
If the way to the field
Had been less glorious,
A drop of dew beside a milkweed seed,
A ladybug scampering toward light,
And flowers on fire
Swaying among tall grasses--
A river of paper lanterns at dawn;
If the gift had not been
A cluster of wild cyclamen,
Whose scent continued
To spill its horn of plenty,
Outlasting the final kiss of day.
Cumulus
They, too, labor,
And if we envy them we should remember
How brief their stay in the ether is.
Unfolding without reason, like forgiveness,
Or summoning
Themselves at the wind's bidding, they flee.
We do not know where they go, we go
As carelessly, as helplessly, finally
Too full of time.
But we are true
To ourselves so rarely, while they are always
Open to darkness, squandering light.
A floating prison, a dream-balloon,
The setting sun's
Chameleon, or the sliding screen of the moon-
When nothing else contains us we turn to them,
And all we ever gather appears
Less tangible.
Morning Exercise
Line by line I unremember you:
Places your mouth hid, and where
Your teeth almost bit through
My skin, leaving a necklace
Whose blue pearls lingered
For days--a few scattered across
My chest, as if you broke a strand
Whenever you left. Say nothing
About how you are, or who
You have been, say nothing
Now that there is nothing to say.
It is useless to ask for a word,
Useless to know what is true.
Line by line I unremember you.
Nocturne
Two waterfalls we were
The night we lived all night
Together like two drops
Of rain slipping
From god's gold back
After a day in the garden
Before the world began:
We were a single stream
And then arose
Pouring through each other
No more than silk and fur
Entering and entered
Until a cooling drop
Of light was all we were.
Final Request
If I die I will need a cross
To carry me to the next world,
The one I do not believe in.
But a cross will carry me
Anyway. When I meet the dory
That overturns despair--When
he who could not
Let love carry him over
Weeps, finally weeps there,
Where he does not believe
He will go--my arms will be
So cruel. Whether or not
They hold him, whether or not
I want to they will want to.
Face to Face
I sing of love, sacred and profane,
Of knowledge lost, strangely found again;
And time that travels with us till we die,
Boarding the train, waving a last goodbye.
What I have learned appears on every leaf,
For the first sign of growth is belief;
The countersign of life is a lie,
Following fast after No and Why.
I have believed in truth, beholding it,
And many times have been deceived by it;
For love is double, even when it joins,
And dispossesses everything it owns.
Conversation in an Empty Room
You were still alive, then.
Yes, I was.
And we had a lot to say to each other.
But not enough.
There was a high level of chatter, very intelligent.
Of course, us being who we were.
But I was always at the edge of disappointing
Or annoying you, or delighting you,
Which was worse,
Since I feared you might want me,
And I did not want to be wanted.
I wanted to be heard, to listen, standing
In a room with you--
Really, you could have lain down beside me
At least once. It wouldn't have been
The end of the world.
But it would have been.
And now that it is?